I’m not angry.
Anger requires an active hostility which I simply don’t feel.
Disgruntled is too mild a word for what I feel…
Yes, I’m bitter at the current state of things.
Bitter about most things really.
Yet, for some reason I remain hopeful.
Believing I will see Your goodness in this land of the living.
Believing that since You started this work You will complete it.
Believing and claiming every cliche,
Because behind every cliche,
There’s some fact.
So for the time being I’m bitter.
But, I believe my time will come.